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[19 Jun 2008|02:25pm] |
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Everything yields nothingness; my life in a rodent's wheel.
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[22 May 2008|01:06am] |
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When searching for a reason, any one will do. Isn't that right?
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[13 Apr 2008|11:44am] |
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yes to introspection; yes to self improvement; yes to positive mental development.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:24pm] |
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I did not do that.
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[09 Apr 2008|03:20pm] |
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yeah, just like a crossword puzzle; I filled all my "down"s before checking to see if they fit with my "across"s.
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[30 Mar 2008|02:30pm] |
1 : theatrical performances 2 : deliberate display of emotion for effect
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[03 Mar 2008|11:02pm] |
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i wonder how much would be different if we, being the sentimental ******s that we are, were able to filter out what does and not become a lingering feeling/emotional memory. it was the only time, that I can remember, sorting through the warm, but not too warm, air and feeling a something. i suppose this fall/winter of past has kept me from you, feeling.
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| bad news |
[29 Feb 2008|03:04am] |
it's what you do not who you were, or what you wear, or where you've been so do something
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| salutations |
[13 Jan 2008|05:49am] |
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we parted company. it was shortly after I "discovered" the sky that had fallen around me.
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| Longtime Sunshine |
[02 Jan 2008|05:24am] |
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What are we deserving of? I'm up to fucking part 58 for crying out loud!
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| Longtime Sunshine |
[01 Jan 2008|04:42am] |
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It's as if I believe the Divine will lead me to happiness. It's the blind faith that keeps me content. I'm to believe that, in time, I will arrive at the happiness I've promised myself. I abide with this and am content in the wait. I very well may die waiting. Will I die in contentment? Is this good enough?
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[18 Dec 2007|07:37pm] |
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John, that was very rude. You know better than that. Be nice.
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[16 Dec 2007|01:47am] |
I'm always right
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| some kind of fish |
[09 Dec 2007|11:54pm] |
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what matters to us in life and what we want in life; these things make us who we are as people. when these things change, we change. we change completely. we do not consider what waves we make. we do not consider what we leave behind. we do not consider who we hurt; we just don't.
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| onto winter |
[12 Nov 2007|10:45pm] |
confidence is the difference. I probably have no right to bear it, but it's making the difference.
"The point is that in all these activities, we are seeking companionship in our usual, habitual way, using our same old repetitive ways of distancing ourselves from the demon loneliness. Could we just settle down and have some compassion and respect for ourselves? Could we stop trying to escape from being alone with ourselves? What about practicing not jumping and grabbing when we begin to panic? Relaxing with loneliness is a worthy occupation. As the Japanese poet Ryokan says, 'If you want to find the meaning, stop chasing after so many things.'"
and now it'll be cold. I think that'll be ok.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:01am] |
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I don't need nobody, nobody needs me.
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